気づいたらもう３月。。。みなさま、いかがお過ごしでしょうか？？
We are already in March. Time goes very fast. How are you guys doing?
突然、主人の食道破裂においての緊急入院から、重症感染症におかされ、重篤患者となり生死をさまよい、、、まさに信仰をためされた、この3か月。それと同時に体験したこと、それは【神に不可能はない】ということ。
Due to my husband's esophagus being torn, his being hospitalized, and what happens next was his multiple organs failed (as far as his kidney, it completely stopped working. But now grace of God, his kidney is working perfectly and does not require dialysis anymore! Praise the Lord, the God of a healer!). Needless to say, he was in a critical condition and he was walking the valley of death.
These 3 months of 2022 were very hard and our faith was tested every single day, but we experienced something very important; 【There is nothing impossible to God】
マタイ19:26
イエスは彼らをじっと見て言われた。「それは人にはできないことです。しかし、神にはどんなことでもできます。」
Matthew 19:26
But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible.
実は1月の下旬に主人のDrから「延命治療について話がでていた。または緩和ケアへの移行を。」でも主人は延命治療を望まないのは以前からの希望だったし、もしくは彼の望むQuality Of Lifeに達せられないのなら答えは必然的に決まっていた。
End of January, his Dr told us about Life-Prolonging Treatment or also starting the comfort care. Because Dr said "His chance is 1-2% and even though he recovered he can not back to normal. He may not be recognized you, or not be able to talk/ eat/ walk..." So what should I do now? It was a very tough decision to make.
But being his wife for almost 10 years, I knew one thing he will not be happy living in a vegetative state. Plus, he has told me before 'No Life-Prolonging Treatment for me when anything happened. '
でも私には確信があった。たとえ延命治療を止めても神様の御心であるのなら生かされ、癒されると。と同時に、とある姉妹を通して「ご主人、天でイエス様と結婚式挙げてハネムーンへ行ったよー」なんてこと言われ、私も安心で、1月末の私の誕生日に天へ送る覚悟までできていた。これでこそ本当の夫婦になれるって♡
But I knew one thing for sure, even if we do not go Life-Prolonging Treatment and remove all tubes from his body if God's will he will continue to live and be healed. At the same time, one of my sisters in Christ told me "Your husband is having a wedding with Jesus in heaven and they just took off on honeymoon." At that time, I knew if God took his life, he goes to heaven for sure (This was my biggest concern at that time.). My heart was very comforted hearing this, and I was ready to send him to heaven on my birthday (My birthday was the end of January.)
創世記2:24
それゆえ男はその父母を離れ、妻と結び合い、ふたりは一体となるのである。
Genesis 2:24
Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.
そんな時、他のDrは「回復したとしても以前のように戻ることはない」と言っている中、主人の主治医が1言言い放った。
While most of his Dr. said "He can not back to normal if he recovers", suddenly his primary dr appeared and said,
『彼は回復する！』
"He will Recover! "
と。これを言い放ち数週間のバケーションに行ってしまった主治医。
Then his primary Dr. took off on the vacation for weeks.
完全に心から神様に手放した時、そして自分の中に喜びが沸いた時、すべてが良い方向に動き出した。
When I completely let my husband to God's hand and joy started overwhelming me, everything started to move in a good direction.
❝延命治療のための気管切開ではなく、回復のための気管切開をします。❞と。
"We are going to tracheostomy for recovery"
創世記22:9-12
ふたりは神がアブラハムに告げられた場所に着き、アブラハムはその所に祭壇を築いた。そうしてたきぎを並べ、自分の子イサクを縛り、祭壇の上にたきぎの上に置いた。アブラハムは手を伸ばし、刀を取って自分の子をほふろうとした。そのとき、主の使いが天から彼を呼び、「アブラハム。アブラハム」と仰せられた。彼は答えた。「はい。ここにおります。」御使いは仰せられた。「あなたの手を、その子に下してはならない。その子に何もしてはならない。今、わたしは、あなたが神を恐れることがよくわかった。あなたは、自分の子、自分のひとり子さえ惜しまないでわたしにささげた。」
Genesis 22:9-12
And they came to the place which God had told him of; and Abraham built an altar there, and laid the wood in order, and bound Isaac his son, and laid him on the altar upon the wood. And Abraham stretched forth his hand, and took the knife to slay his son. And the angel of the Lord called unto him out of heaven, and said, Abraham, Abraham: and he said, Here am I. And he said, Lay not thine hand upon the lad, neither do thou any thing unto him: for now I know that thou fearest God, seeing thou hast not withheld thy son, thine only son from me.
66日目の今月頭にＩＣＵを卒業して一般病棟へ。生死の狭間をさまよい、天国まで体験させていただいた主人に聞いてみた
Day of 66 since he was hospitalized, he finally left ICU and moved to the room. I asked my husband who walked the valley of death and also experienced heaven;
なんで、地上に戻って来たの？
Why did you come back to the earth after experiencing heaven?
その時、彼は教えてくれた。
Then he answered;
神様がフ～ッて息を吹き込んでくれたんだ。そしたら命が入って御心を神様からの召命をやり遂げるためにもどってきたんだ！
God blew his breath in me and I received life. So I came back to do his will and live for him
詩編27:4
私は一つのことを主に願った。私はそれを求めている。わたしのいのちの日の限り、主の家に住むことを。主の麗しさを仰ぎ見、その宮で、思いにふける、そのために。
Psalm 27:4
One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to enquire in his temple.
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マタイ9:37-38
そして弟子たちに言われた、「収穫は多いが、働き手が少ない。だから、収穫の主に願って、その収穫のために働き人を送り出すようにしてもらいなさい」。
Matthew 9:37-38
Then saith he unto his disciples, The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are few; Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth labourers into his harvest.
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